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[25 Sep 2007|11:39pm] |
it truely is amazing how much i have grown from 11 up to 18. it is weird that i thought that from 11 i thought that turning 18 was going to be so far away.
it is strange to me looking back at all my friends' entries on here and realizing that they truely have carried on their "real" lives as we'd call it. it's weird that i am actually using a picture of myself instead of an anime character that just resembles me or something odd or another hahaha. :/
i cannot stir this feeling away that it seems as if i was some sort of compulsive liar when i was younger. people say when you are young, it is a time when you search for yourself and answers to your life and such and such. i guess i didn't know better because i didn't even know the truth to my own life. i still don't and i still feel i share it with others in the wrong way. honestly, i feel as if it isn't any of their business. i prefer to keep it that way.
but i just hope that the person that people and past friends knew me or as now, that they didn't view me as anyone hurtful, pathetic, and all in all an annoyance to be around. i never wanted to be percieved fake to anyone or completely dishonest. i just wanted to be a good friend to all.
past lovers; it is also strange to look back at feelings that were there, and that is just that. i guess i learned how to move on better when you realize that behind a lover there was also a group of friends...no matter the distance, it was nonetheless friendships to be treasured.
wheew, i don't know if this is good bye live journal, i might be back in another couple years i guess.
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| loolz |
[31 Mar 2006|10:36pm] |
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dj shadow - six days |
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man i've had this crap since i was 11 or 10. it's been 6 years already something.
and i look at more crap i put in my user info,
and all the people on the friend's list,
and poop communities
and more poop
FECES
POOP
SHIT
woooo~~~~ :000000000000000000~
i dunno how many journals i have already. i have this poop, xanga, myspace (OHGNOS), and even a hand written one i have not write in for 2 weeks! D:
pretty soon we put cameras in our houses and just put them for each entry! more free p00n for everyone!
HAPPY DAY!
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| oh lordy |
[27 Mar 2006|08:41pm] |
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ella fitzgerald - i've got a crush on you |
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man i am so in love, dude.
so many changes.
FUCK I CAN'T FIND TIME TO PUT IN FOR A JOB FUCK.
I FOUND OUT I WAS A GIRL LAST YEAR.
school is a breeze. BUT EATS UP MY TIME TO FIND A JOB, FUCK.
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[03 May 2004|03:58pm] |
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common - corners |
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I'll make only a few public posts, the rest are friends only or private. Most will probably be private, unless you have my password and can get into here. luckily, no one knows it. who knows, you can ask and I just might, but it's slim to none.
peace.
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